Day 21 meh

I ate again dammit, I have realized that I suck at everything as well as have no self discipline.

Food
I'll upload a bunch of stuff tomorrow hopefully.

Day 20 USB

The card I need to upload photos, is currently not in my possession soooo no pics obv. Oh I finaly figured out UW courses, now I just gotta pray that isn't when I'm suppossed to tutor.

Food
coming soon I hope

Day 19 meh

I am getting so bored of this, I've barely had access to a camera so I have haven't been taking pictures of acitvties or food. I may switch this thing around.

Food
wake up tea w/2tsp sugar

Day 18 sick

I feel like complete shit right now both mentally and physicallly, my room is done I have to personalize it so I can like it better. I am so not looking forward to classes tomorrow.

Food
doughnut
ramen
canned peaches
bagel with cream cheese
3/4 waffle with syrup
peanuts
cashews
chocolate milk
orange juice
hot chocolate with whipped cream
cheerios
roasted potatoes

Day 17 my room=green

As fuck my sistersboyfriend and his friend painted it. Well technically its my sisters room expcept it's becoming my room. Idk it's looks as if the TV show for the mosque isn't gonna happen, since no one showed up. Well Sabrina and her siblings did but not until late, so we just hung out and ate ice crean sundaes.

Food
oatmeal w/milk, bsugar
pb and ritz
dry honey nut cheeerios
peanuts
fried chicken
roasted potatoes
corn
ice cream sundae
chocolate milk
cranberry juice

Day 16 the camera is back

Yayyy camera, but unfourtunately the little thing that you pug into the computer is broke, so I have to post pics of food and the Gennas slam tomorrow. I saw Danez though =) haha I was happy and apparently he was too. Leslie is kinda blowing me off tho I feel like and it's really starting to bother me. Like don't make promises you can't keep.

Food (til I get pics)
a few handfuls of honey nut cheerios
some peanuts
slice of pizza with Ranchand hot sauce
orange juice
water

Day 15 Chill

I did nothing today, in other words I chilled. I finally made it to the mosque again though so I guess I did do something. I also looked over paint samples to see what color I wanted my room painted. Oh I ate and ate and ate.

Food
honey toasty O's
spagetti w/parmeisan cheese
bread n butter
chicken and dumplings
apple
capri sun
chicken and rice (only a little bit)
a bit of this spicy rice
4 ritz w/pb
cashews

and now I'm gonna go eat more so i don't have to manana.
a few slices of turkey

Day 14 busy

So I woke up at 6:15am, and hung out and got ready for class. I left at 8:30am had photography, then I did my assignment for cinema history, then went to said cinema history class. Shortly after that I went to West for a work shop, they were having one because they had a radio performance tonight. Finally I went to my drawing class.
I seriously need to start carrying around pain killers and diet coke.

Food
Nothing just water if that counts.

Day 13

I'm starting to wish I hadnt said I would do this everyday for a year, because life sometimes gets boring. Plus I don't have a camera so I can't take pictures, our family camera is gonna be back soon and after tutoring starts and my work study gets sorted out, at the very least tutoring though I'm gonna buy myself a camera. hell i may even use the film one but Thats gonna be such drag to drag around all day haha.
I did do poetry at West today, and dipped out early with Ali and Wali, because I felt like being assertive. I have to write Poems though lots and lots of Poems, oh and school work that too.

Food
half a bagel with cream cheese
ice cream (chocolate)
caprisun
tortilla chips w/guacamole
most of a large flour tortilla burrito
vegetable stirfry

Day 12 Busy

So I had my other 3 classes today, photography, history of cinema, and drawing. We mainly just went over syllabuses which was a bit boring, but it has to be done. I made it over to O'keeffe again fianlly , and I met the New Urban League Rep she seems nice. I should be starting quite soon I hope.

Food, and yes That's tea.

Day 11 Late Entry

Dammit, I forgot to do this yesterday. Now I kinda feel like I runined the blog everyday for a year thing, idk I guess I'll just write in it twice today. School started yesterday, I only had one class, Englsih and my teacher is cheery as hell. I also tried to go to O'keeffe but when I got there I discovered that they had a haf day so that was a waste.

I finally made it too the support group agaain last night. It turns out htey had been meeting the whole time. Even the week when someone at the church said that we weren't.

Theres a reason that I don't have any pics for yesterday.

Day 10 Escuela Manana

OMG school is tomomrrow, and I have officially wasted this entire vaca. I'm obviously okay with this however since I didn't do much to stop it, especially these last few days which I have spent on this couch I'm sitting on or on my bed. I'm gonna go early toTruax probably go the same time as Alma and return that book finally. So I can then switch around my classes.

Food
half dougnnut
penne pasta w/tmato sauce
chicken
ceasar salad
ice cream
hot cocoa
third turkey samdwitch w/miracle whip
instant grits w/milk, b.sugar
cashews
a few spoofuls of squash soup
a little bit of dry cereal
funions
orange juice

Day 9

Alma came over today, fun times, fun times. We sat and watched reruns of Americas Next Top Model. We sat there laughing as I made hilarious commentary. Oh, I found my I.D yay so that means on Monday I can switch around my classes =).

Food

and two slices of fetalicious pizza

Day 8 I found the canon

Not so surprisingly I didn't do much today either. Obviously I'm okay with being lazy over break since I never make a legit effort to do a whole lot, but most of the time my scheduel is insane so I guess that's alright. I found our old canon film camera, i was completely mesmorized by it.

I also decided it would eb best to switch my classes around so I would be at one campus instead of three. I'm begining to realize how insane that actually was.

Okay food

and two slices of fetalicious Pizza from glass nickle

Day 7 Rough Day

I don't know what's going to happen my dad once again threatened to kick me out idk how serious he was though, because he gets really mad sometimes it still scares me though. My mom also said I have to switch rooms with my sister and I have to have all my stuff packed by noon tomorrow. Well she said friday but I think she meant tomorrow. I don't think they realize how much I do, I know they don't know what I go through.

Food

Day 6 Got My Poetry Fix

My title rhymes coolness. Poetry club finally met again today well not fianlly it just seemed like a long time because the High schoolers were on break, but Ali finally came it was so nice to see her. We did some really cool prompts as well.

I may be switching around my scheduel some, because I don't wanna have to go all the way to the west campus, simce it means about and hour bus ride.

Day 5 Binge day! I think?

Honestly did nothing today but fb, gurl , and sit on my lazy bum all day and eat and eat and eat. I didn't even tale pics today with my phone lol. I didn't want to have the visual of everything, because then I'd probably feel ashamed.

My moms works friends is selling her old canon so if its decently priced then I will probably go for it since I really wanted a canon or a nikon. I think Iwant to go for a cheaper camera first then get a nicer one if i get sserious about this whole photography thing.

food list
frosted flakes w/2%milk
orange
5 ritz w/cheese
3/4 pack of creamy chicken ramen
vanilla yoplait think n' creamy
oatmeal w/mikl, brown sugar
3 pieces of potato, 2 pieces of cabbage
1/2 can soda
a few bites of peaches w/ cottage cheese
a few nuts
popconrn
small piece of chocolate fudge
bread with butter

Day 4 Roller Coasters

There are so many emotions running through my mind right now, relieved, pissed, upset, happy frustrated all of those. I'm happy because I got to talk to Kelsey for over 2 hours and say things that I had been meaning to say. Though I have a feeling within the next few days I'll realize that I had some thing important to tell her. I'm relieved because I found out she sees my point in terms of certain things. I was supposed to see her again today for a minute. So when I said goodbye, it was as if I was going to see her in 3 hours and not in five months so that bothered me. I was really upset when she wasn't answering my obviously very panicked texts. Then when I got home I got yelled at by my dad for not doing the dishes and he wouldn't even let me say anything. Also my support group was canceled again, and I got to West only to find that club wasn't meeting.

food?

Day 3 I can breathe again

I need to stop assuming the worst of things Kelsey texted me today, which relaxed me a lot, because I was afraid she was ignoring me which bummed me quite a bit. We're getting together tomorrow at noon. I am so excited to see her, I have so much to talk to her about and update her on.

I might also hit up the middle school I'm suppossed tutoring at. To see what's up with them finding me a kid, since I was suppossed to start a long time ago.

HS is back in session manana so I'll have West high poetry club once again =).

The cameras getting fixed, and idk how to upload shit from my phone. So google images is my friend.

Day 2

When I awoke this morning I felt as if I hadn't even slept, so I took an hour nap about an hour later. I made my proof sign for gUrl, other than that I didn't do shit today other than facebook, girl, and this blog. I have too admit I'm kinda sad since a friend of mine accidentallly (I hope) gave me the wrong number, so now I can't get a hold of her. Which bothers me, because she's going back to Panama on the 10th. So hopefully she'll reply on facebook soon very soon.

anyway food,

I had SO much soup you guys, God I'm fat!

Day 1 Feliz Nuevo Anos

I honestly cannot believe that I am committing myself to this is project you guys. Needless to say it'll be cool too look back on things in the future.

Alright now that we've got that out of the way. New years was fucking amazing, the best new years I've had in years maybe the best in life. I went to a party at my two friends house. It started innocently enough then it transformed itself into the dirtiest shit I have ever seen. We were freak dancing and just being bloody insane lol, the cool lights made it even better.

Two things just made it go there if you get what I mean.

1. My friend did a strip tease, and it was seriously so amazingly insane, like god damn that girl is freaky. She was wearing a dominatrix outfit and carrying a whip so I'm sure you can imagine that. oh lap dance she did a beasty lap dance!

2. At about 3am I would say no one was asleep except for one girl So a couple people went upstairs to put white on for the black lights we had. Anyway when they were coming back down, we were like "shut up",because the girl who was sleeping had started having a very freaky sex dream. We sat there listening to her fucking in her sleep for about 3 hours, which included her having about 9 orgasms. Needless to say we had a good laugh when we woke her up.

I had bloody difficult time trying to get some sleep, tried and failed. So I've been up for alomst 2 days I don't think I have to say I am SO tired.

OK food.